Need I say more? :/

Anyway, I forgot another huge official new years resolution:
#4. Drink more water. It’s good for the soulllll, but mainly for the body.
:)

Its been tough getting my grip on 2012 these first couple days.. I called a serious time out on life, and I’ve been basically sitting around feeling sorry for myself, wondering and getting more and more worked up over 2011 being the worst year of my life, how I let things get so bad, etc., etc., etc..
Then it hit me.
2011 was a shitty year, because that’s what I made it.
I let my negative experiences, decisions, and thoughts define my life, and let the positive fall by the wayside.
Well 2012 is a new year!
I’m finally ready to get out of this rut, and live my life the way it was meant to be lived; to the fullest. As I’m sure everyone has over the past couple days, in some way or another, I’ve acknowledged that the world as we know it is supposedly going to end this year. Maybe it will, and we’ll all die in a fiery planet-sized explosion. Maybe it won’t, and things will turn around and everyone will live in a peaceful utopia for many years to come. Maybe still yet, absolutely nothing will happen and we’ll all just go on about with our lives.
No matter what ends up happening, I realized one thing. I have certainly NOT been living like I potentially have less than a year on this earth..
2012. New year, new me. Why not now? :)
I don’t expect it to happen overnight, but by the end of this year, I want to be the person I wanted to be when I grew up. I honestly don’t think it’s going to take more than a seriousss mind-overhaul and a few minor tweaks here and there. I think it’s a totally attainable goal.
Anyway, lest I start repeating myself TOO much.. Here’s my official 2012 list of (definitely achievable) goals:

#1. Simply, care.
#2. Don’t beat myself up over things that happened in the past. There’s nothing to do now but learn from my mistakes and let it go.
#3. Run a half marathon.

Just three little goals. Baby steps. Baby steps.